Wed. Aug 3rd
RENEWAL
Bonjour Grann,
Sleeping all the time makes me tired. The strawberry cake I put together helped lift my spirits, and I had more energy, at least for a while. But I've been sleeping more than not. I've lost so much that I no longer have faith in the future. I try Grann, but it never seems to work out.
But I'll keep searching for a way home. If I fail, at least I have a few distractions from the hopelessness like my exploring, trapping, and fishing.
I'll visit the Altar of Dieu at Kana and pray for faith and consolation. And reflect on the words from the Anointed One, "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you receive it, and you will."
And I'll forget my criticisms of others, and I'll ask for mercy. I can't expect mercy from Dieu if I'm not willing to give mercy.
