Dieu's abilities are only as good as my abilities, and the abilities of the people I know. We are Dieu's human animals. Good or bad, we are animals and die like animals. Dieu can't protect me any better than my mother; without my mother, I could have died. Now Dieu has taken my mother, leaving me alone. Can you embrace nothing but good, and ignore evil?
Whom should we praise in a world full of love and hate, good and evil, and difficult decisions that always have consequences? Whom can I blame? Only myself. I'm the one to blame for succumbing to evil. I'm the one hiding, and too scared to search for Bijou in the darkness.
Please watch over us, Grann; keep Bijou in your prayers, and help bring Bijou back home.